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For anyone one who is interested or cares anymore. My elderly fanfic "Chrono" is finally in revamp stages. This is overdue by years and is now ongoing. I refuse to hit 30 this year with this fic still hanging over my head. Should be finished by Fall completely. Expect dismantling and reposting this week. I'm not going to be posting it here so watch fanfiction.net starting middle of this week. It will also be renamed to "Time's Scar"... Under author Wakingupto42. Thank you and happy Easter stuff.

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I'm not sure whether it is a combination of the cold weather, being the first day not smoking, or the fact that I am out of coffee creamer that is delaying me this morning. I have a nasty case of the "Fuck It All" today and it ain't even noon yet! WTF?! I am missing my ten o'clock now, my eleven o'clock class is optional today, at noon I have my poetry independent study, an hour break, and then philosophy of gender, in which I am a discussion leader so I best get that reading... read.

*sips coffee* Ew... Soy milk just is no substitute for creamer... Not for coffee, lattes fine, coffee no.

Ugh. I should probably get to work and distract myself from the nicotine itch crawling up my arms.

Current Location:
room
Current Mood:
bitchy bitchy
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When I woke up this morning it was so cold I thought that for a moment it really was fall. Finally, I feel it even if I can't see the leaves changing colors and the frost on the grass. So I took a scented bath, cherry blossom, and lit my new oil burner, green tea, and settled in for an hour. It was magnificent. It was like being in a Japanese garden or something. After that I washed off my make-up from last night, slipped into a long sleeved shirt and some pajama bottoms. Yeah, I'm totally slumming it today. Things to get done in between doing absolutely nothing:

Make a play list of music
Clean Room
Clean Bathroom
Clean Kitchen
Do Laundry

WOO! IT'S CLEAN SHEET NIGHT TONIGHT!

It's so good to have Devin back. :)

Current Location:
apartment building 1
Current Mood:
calm calm
Current Music:
Hotel California
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seriously, I have so much work. This isn't going to be a productive entry, nope, just a bitch fest. I'm totally addicted to Dragon Wars over on Myspace, and to Travian which is hopefully a less drama filled version of tribal wars. But I am managing to find a good division of time between work and play. It's nice so far, but I'm still stressed and over studied.

I'm hoping a trip to see Devin will be in order either this month or very early November. I really want to see her again.

My darling manmeat is lending me his computer so now I am thoroughly reacquainted with the Internets. Hopefully this leads to more eventful posts.

Current Mood:
busy busy
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come and go as they please. They give no regard for my workload or daily checklist. I'm not supposed to feel like this, things were going so well. But, I suppose it is my fault; choosing to date a child. How can someone plan their life with such high ended dreams and leave no room for love? What if love happens? Then what?! He'll have to change things, he'll have to alter his goal oriented mind to make room, and for him love and family will be a burden. Little boy, little boy what will you be? I wanna' be a pilot and then an astronaut, and then I think I wanna be president of the USA! And the adults smile and chuckle and pat him on the head; knowing these things he may grow out of. But you're 21, and too old to be dreaming of such things. You know who should be an astronaut? They guy who has worked for it all his life; the guy who doesn't have a father to pull strings; the guy who every morning gets up and can taste it and breath it; the guy who looks down at his wife and says,"I'm ready to go into work" and she smiles knowing that he is absolutely where he should be, and so is she.

Take a step back and think about what you just said. You say,"I love you" to the girl in bed next to you, but she doesn't smile. She's wise to your game of pretend; your world of make believe doesn't amuse her because it's her heart in the palm of your hand. She sometimes wishes you wouldn't say those words at all; clearly you are too young to know their meaning. Because this bed we lay on is small. It was made for the dreaming of one person and it really is hard to squeeze two of us on it for long. Someone's bound to roll off the edge in the night, and she knows it will be her. This bed of dreams doesn't include her even though she hopes and wishes that it would. Why? Why is it that you get to have these big dreams little boy? Why hasn't the world shown you her secrets?

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Current Location:
apartment
Current Mood:
depressed depressed
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Roar! The air conditioner in our apartment has committed suicide, and this is Florida so the sun is like RIGHT THERE all the time, making it really hot. It always takes me a good week to adjust to the weather down here. We all managed to finally move in yesterday, with the exception of a few odds and ends still in storage. I'm hoping these first few days will go smoothly as I have a lot of bureaucratic bullshit to deal with in Financial Aid. Hopefully, as scheduled I receive my check today so I can deposit it and be able to get books and other necessities by the weekend. And with any luck both Kyle and Devi-sama will visit this weekend as it is a 3 day one! *crosses fingers*

Perhaps an entry with more meat later.

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Current Mood:
blah blah
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I arrived here in Jacksonville via Greyhound yesterday... -.-;; At least I beat Tropical Storm Fay. Now it is looking like I will be stuck at Adam's apartment for ANOTHER day before we can even go anywhere, let alone move in to my own apartment on campus. It's windy, it's flooding, and most of the bridges are closed.

Florida loves me...

Current Mood:
grumpy grumpy
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Do you ever lose track of a word? And then years later hear it again and nearly die laughing? I heard two this week that I would like to dig back up:  Swamp-Ass and Mud-Butt.

Thank goodness for the Farmer's Market...

Current Mood:
crazy crazy
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Tuesday was HELL!! For 9 hours I helped battle a big ass fire in Owego. I started around 1pm, and we left the scene about 9:30. Then we did stuff back at the fire station until 11pm. I was so wrecked yesterday that Mr. Wiles let me go home early. I slept... a lot. People could see the smoke as far away as Johnson City and Binghamton. It was really crazy. We had just about every department from Tioga County helping and a few from Broome County... Here's a link to some photos of that fire. Impressive ne?

Fire Article

Photo Gallery

I love Owego. :)

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